Losing Faith
Losing Faith is a fictional story surrounding 3 main characters. VII, Lumberjack, and Isaac.This is a multi character roleplay. (Mostly on TikTok.)
This means I will act in character to whoever the main focus on a post is.
If I do speak out of character, I will use the “/ooc” (out of character) tone tag at the end of what I say. (Though sometimes I forget to, so please forgive me.)
Warnings and Triggers
Content that I post will include things that can trigger epileptic seizures, migraines, headaches, and hurt people’s eyes.
This includes flashing lights/strobes, glitching effects and overlays, bright and vibrant colours, noise effects and overlays.I do think these things can trigger people and hurt them, especially if someone is epileptic, which is why I advise for people to have their brightness down when watching what I post and having photosensitive warnings to videos in settings turned on.
—Other triggers that are related to mental illnesses, disorders, and hospital relations will also be added to the content I make.A lot of stuff I create involves things such as people struggle with their mental health. This includes depression, anxiety disorders, ideations, and more.Which is what leads into another set of warnings.
—Things such as self harm and suicidal ideation are going to be implemented in lore.This also includes having people who have acted on these thoughts, such as Isaac. Which means he will have scars whether people think it’s necessary or not to add them.
Personally, I believe if somebody is said to suffer with self harm and cutting themselves more specifically, then they should have the scars from it. Just like how characters who suffer with trichotillomania may have missing chunks from their hair, or have less and thinner eyelashes than others.
Boundaries / Heads Up
The main three are under 18 years old, which means I am uncomfortable with NSFW/suggestive art of them being created.
Any characters that I state to be adult, people are free to make whatever they like of them. (Such as the Judge.)VII is 16 years old, while the other two — Lumberjack and Isaac — are both 17.
Characters !
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VII / 7
VII (7) is a very fearful, shy, paranoid girl. She’s very socially awkward and anxious. She wishes she could be better at talking with people but because of the state of the world, it’s difficult to even think about talking to someone new without breaking out in a cold sweat.
—VII, when making her main outfit, had taken heavy inspiration from nuns when she believed Christianity was the only thing closest to how angels like her were depicted in the past.Changes of the uniform she made was shortening the skirt to a length she felt comfortable with, while still making sure there was full coverage by adding her incredibly high length shoes.She also added many gold adornments, and then a cute little 7 on the collar. And so her head didn’t feel too empty, she added a cute headdress that she modified only slightly to have a thin black ribbon and a gold bow on top.♡
Lumberjack
Lumberjack is truly very introverted, though her mental instability has certainly changed the way she acts around people. She’s a very pretty girl, yes, but getting closer to her, she can become quite obsessive over what she believes is hers.
—Lumberjack has made it so her house is connected directly to a cemetery that she visits every night as it is the only source of comfort for her when she’s without VII. Being closer to something that’s quiet and not alive, unable to deny or refuse anything she says, she believes it’s perfect for her.It also means she can make lots of ghost friends that can play at her house when she’s feeling lonely! Every day! And they come to play with her every day! So she’s never lonely!Yes, these ghosts may whisper bad things to her and laugh at her, but she still believes that she is the one who has control over them, rather than them having control over her mind. It’s hard for her to believe what’s actually true.♡
Isaac
Isaac is honestly quite depressed. There’s really no way else to put it. The religion he once believed to be the thing that saved him suddenly feeling like it’s all wrong, none of it is true, it was all false belief. He can’t go back to it now, can he?
—Isaac is quite sensitive when it comes to some things. He’s strong, sure, but strong physically doesn’t mean he’s the same mentally. He wants to help other people, but with the situation he’s in right now, what if he’s giving people false hope and promising things he can’t keep?He’s a mess. He’s being harassed for what he believes… believed (?) in.
And what if everything they’re saying is true? He doesn’t really feel as connected with this man as he did before when he would pray and things would come true. Does he just stop caring when he believes someone is old enough? Does he think he’s spoiling them? Or is he purposefully torturing everyone after giving them what they wanted so they realise life isn’t easy?Is Isaac going to be punished for his poor mental health and suicidal ideation? He’s already attempted before, will he go to hell?
—That doesn’t sound all forgiving to him.♡